Strange but familiar...everything has changed again.
Talked to Gohan on Wednesday night. He told me our parents weren't sleeping in the same room. I called the next morning. They're finally gearing up for the divorce. It just goes to show how right I was about all my bizarre misgivings. I don't really believe people were meant to stay together forever. It's ludicrous to think they should.
On the other hand, I hope my dad realizes that no one will ever love him like my mom did. And I will never allow myself to love someone like that, either. There is no way that is worth it.
3 days after my last talk with Buck he finally checked in again. I replied, but not too friendly. He said nothing. It's definitely over. I don't know if its mutual but I'm pretty sure it is. I am too fragile to let anyone close now. That's a good way to start relying on someone, and I can't allow that. I can't let anyone close enough to disappoint me. I've had enough of that.
